Feeling the shitz..

Need a breather;
Can't cope with everything,
Feelings included.
I just want to run away
And disappear to where
No one can ever find me.

I need you,
But I hate you.
I wanna see you,
But I wanna hit you.

I'm such a contradiction,
A synonym, a definition,
Of an oxymoron.


And with all that said, it's time to head back to reality. Urgh.. I dread this. x_x